Waiting(14.09.2012)

I'm just waiting
all the day,
all the night
all my time
is passing by
for your smile
just a while
don't you leave me,just deny
Cause I've been waiting...

I've been waiting,sitting in the darkness of the four walls
I've been waiting,till there will be answer onto my calls
And I'd be waiting,so please don't go.

I've been thinking all the time what to say
I was wondering if I'm on the good way
But what am I seeing? you had to go.

I'm just waiting
all the day,
all the night
all my time
is passing by
for your smile
just a while
don't you leave me,just deny
Cause I've been waiting...

I've been waiting,looking into broken mirrors
I've been waiting,searching for some freedom
But I can't go,cause it's my soul-dungeaon.

I could leave now,but it's obviously that I can't.
I should leave now,but everyone knows I care.
So I've been waiting,please,don't go.

I'm just waiting
all the day
all the night
all the time
is passing by
for your smile
just a while
leave me now
I cannot cry

No,I cannot cry.
I can't cry.

My eyes are too empty to shed a tear
My heart is to lonely to feel the fear
So I'd be waiting,till I'm gone...

Dla Przyjaciółki,której myślałam,że nie lubię...(3.09.2012)

We've been different but so what?
You're leaving and I'm falling apart
You hated me,I hated you,
You used to love me,I used to love you too
Don't look,I'm dying,not because of you
Don't look,I'm crying,not because of you.

Goodbye my lover,goodbye my friend.
Goodbye of singing Three Days Grace.
Goodbye you'd gone see something new.
Goodbye,but wait...I'll be missing you.

We've made some cupcakes do you remember?
Do you remember,we were writing a song together?
I can't hate you,you can hate me
I can't stop you,you can leave me
Don't look,I'm dying,not because of you
Don't look,I'm crying not because of you.

Goodbye my lover,goodbye my friend.
Goodbye of singing Three Days Grace.
Goodbye you'd gone see something new.
Goodbye,but wait...I'll be missing you.

Don't look,I'm dying not because of your leaving
Don't ask,I'm crying,I'm barely breathing.
Don't forget,I can't
But you can leave,you can leave me,my friend.
Only if you'd be happy,I'd be happy too.
Not only if you miss me,I'll be missing you.
I hate loosing someone I've just love
I hate loosing someone,being alone.
I thought I wouldn't care if you'd gone away
I thought I wouldn't care,till today.
I can tell that I don't need you,but what for?
It wouldn't make the memories gone.
I can't lie,I always thought that I don't like you
Even today I thought I wouldn't mind of you.
Now I'm sitting there,those tears drops while I'm crying.
And all I can say is I need you by my side.
It's just a bond that I cannot break.
But goodbye...goodbye,my friend.